Van~der~Bin....no.3

2009-01-17T13:01:00.002+08:00

i dun think anyone knows hw i feel rite nw

its a new year

i really hope things will turn out well

for me for her for everybody

i just wish tt there will be no more sadness

among my friends n those who i loved

爱太痛

2008-08-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

growing up is a process
whether is it physically or mentally
maturity is wat you gain from the process
there are things in life tt one must learn
but not everybody learns it at the same time

human reaction is a amazing thing
one will not know wat the other is thinking
and how he or she will react

i've seen how people react to certain things differently
i've also seen how one's decision affect others

2008-07-30T19:04:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling really down
went for performance board review 1
now waiting for the second
my life in ocs isn't a smooth sailing afterall
helpless is the word for me rite now
whether i get commission anot
its not up to me anymore
but rather up to the board
everything is too late
i had it in my hands
i let it go

Importance of a person

2008-07-20T15:16:00.002+08:00

it is the person that u think of every morning when u wake up
it is the person that u think of before u slp at nite
it is the person that u wanna see smiling everyday
it is the person that u wanna share sorrows with
it is the person that u place first in yr heart
it is the person that u go crazy after
it is the person that u will give up the world for
it is the person that u wanna live with forever
it is the person that u miss the most
lastly its the person u loved the most

2008-07-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

feeling damn lousy rite now
she's so busy
just a gd morning msg in the morning
and a msg to ask me slp early at nite
maybe she's just too busy
i don't even dare to msg her
i'm afraid that i might bother her
or even trouble her too much
just receive a msg from her
without surprises
she ask me to rest early again
let me guess
tml will just be a gd morning msg
i don't even have a chance to tell her
how i'm feeling rite now
even i have trouble in camp
i'm also reluctant to msg her
as long as she's happy
i'll do anything

i feel damn lousy rite now

2008-07-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

damn i was half way through my second post of the day
when i receive the best thing from god
power failure

its raining now
rain drops hitting the ground
just broke the wonderful silent nite
i totally lost all my tots
and what i have wrote just now
my ankle hurts
and its slightly swollen now
have not been slping well
everytime i was abt to fall asleep
i have to wake up alr

i miss u
and i love u

2008-07-13T23:01:00.005+08:00

listening to gary's dan su rite now
meaningful song i think
wat a day
it just passed wif me indulging in my books
its damn sad to pass everyday without even noticing it
wasting of my life
but then again my life is alr wasted
makes no diff though

boring day
boring mood

2008-07-13T23:01:00.003+08:00

sailing off again really soon
i'll miss her
infact i'm missing her rite now

its late
my camp is quiet
not a single soul is around
darkness filled my room
yet i'm not able to slp
tots filled up my mind
have been smoking quite fiercely
feel like going to smoke again
when my last stick was 2 mins ago
my anlke is hurting
its bad
i couldn't walk properly
yet i dun remember how i hurt it

i feel lost

time to smoke again

2008-07-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

i'm so fucking tired of my life rite now
i wanto commission fast
i wanna get out of ocs
i wanna go for a long vacation
i wanna a new life
i wanna do alot of things
i wanna get a tatoo
i wanna slp more
i wanna earn more money
i wanna study
i wanna get more muscles
i wanna FUCKING NEW LIFE

update

2008-06-30T20:00:00.003+08:00

updates and updates....
my blog is old and lack of maintenance

Training in OCS has been tough
have already endured 6 mths
and i still have 6 more mths to go
time flies and i've alr pass my birthday
now that i can declare myself as a uncle
more responsibilities are added on my shoulders
well life goes on

like the previous posts i'm still as single
and handsome(can't change the facts)
just that i thought i couldn't find love again
i met this girl recently or rather not that recent
anyhow found her to be a nice lady
and well i fell for her
every book out i look forward to meeting her
she made he cherish my weekends
she is one of a kind
like i always told her
things are going on pretty well
which made me go crazy and
fell madly and deeply over her
saturday night is the highlight of the week
to me i have never had such feelings
her smile and laughter melts me
But
things always happpens
she is the right girl but i am the wrong guy
things are better to be left unsaid over here
i have never done anything great for her
but i hope she can remember me
i hope she will not be too troubled
and be happy
I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU BADLY

2008-04-02T11:17:00.002+08:00

my oh my
its been a long long time yeah...
no post from me doesn't mean there's no news on me
still in the forces
still single
still as handsome
still as funny

2007-12-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

Picture speaks more than a thousand words

A soldier proud to be
platoon best

2007-09-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

sept 13, 10.45 pm
tml i will be going to my bmt alr
i dunno when will i get a chance
to blog again....

tml is the start of my 2yrs army life.
well i think that army will change me
quite a bit
but i noe for sure tt 1 thing nv change
i still miss her.........

2007-07-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

woa....its been very long since my last post
life's changing everyday
i've changed my job
i've met new friends
i learnt new things
i've learnt to play basketball at a higher level

but somethings dosen't seems to change
i'm still single
i still miss u

My Celebrity Look-alikes

2007-05-19T12:11:00.001+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

My Celebrity Look-alikes

2007-05-19T12:04:00.001+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

2007-04-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

surprise surprise
my NS letter came
i'm going in on sep 14
surprise surprise yet again
i receive another letter
for a call up for a pilot selection test
at CMPB on may 7
how i wish i could pass the test
looking forward to be a pilot
wish me luck............................

2007-04-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

Army days are creeping nearer and nearer
i could sense it, even though i haven receive my letter.
have been wasting my time since sch ended
working, going out, playing basketball, and thinking abt u
life is no meaning, seriously there isn't any meaning
to wat i do everyday, i dun understand y. maybe there isn't
any passion anymore.

2007-03-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

2007-03-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

beer a man's best bud
i totally agree
it can make u forget every single unhappiness
it can give u temporary happiness
best is when u drink with yr gd friends
u can talk shit and rubbish
life is miserable
live it the way u wan it
dun let things affect u

i wrote this post aft a couple of beer

be a man do the right thing
be true to yr feelings
because u are brave
so u dare to express it

2007-03-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

i hate my life now
i dunno i can hang on for how long
i have less meetings wif my friends
i have no time to enjoy my life now
would any 1 my age work 6days in week
everyday from 9 to 6
including i must wake up at 7.15am
including ot and i will reach hm late

dead..........

2007-03-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

life is boring and hard so far
working non-stop
regardless of rain or shine

i can't really concentrate on my work
having been giving alot of troubles lately
i feel really bad
i need to do more things to occupy my mind
but now at nite where i couldn't do anything
i've alot to say.............

我的心里只有你

2007-03-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

went holland v wif jereme and gary
watch man u vs liverpool

sian i still couldn't get over it
every1 beside me is asking me
how and wat i'm gonna do now.
i dunno i really dunno

the tot of u just make my heart skips a beat

2007-03-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

everything happen very fast,
i was enjoying my last moments of my poly life
and then now i'm working in my uncle's workshop.

i was happy a few days ago
but deep in sorrows now.

life is cruel,
i must accept the fact.
at least i have memories

its u in my mind right now.

2007-02-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

how long does it take to stop thinking abt the person tt u like?
is it really better to accept someone tt likes u,
or u try yr very best to woo someone tt u like.
there are only 2 outcomes
1 is end up in a relationship
2 is go in separate ways.

working working working,
tons and tons of work to be done
nv ending, leaving hse early in the morning
coming back hm late at night.

i'm still thinking abt u

2007-02-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

sadness filled within me
another sad case
i really dunno wat to say
i met a nice person
i tot god has finally open his eyes
i tot he had decided to reward me,
but instead its another heart breaking case.
luckily there are some happy memories
i noe tt its impossible for us to get together

i wish u all the best

2007-02-21T13:10:00.000+08:00

everything is back at square 1
i have to be truthful to myself
it ain't making any progress

i dunno this kinda thing
some ppl wish that they could avoid
but some ppl like me just wish tt it would come to us
i seriously suck at this
its either at the wrong timing
or wrong person
sometimes both

sometimes i just dun wanna
think of this
i just enjoy every moment spent
but somehow tots will just cross my mind
i nv learn my lesson

2007-02-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

i had a wonderful v.day
best so far... abit of cock ups but
it turn out super well.

the place we went to was not very crowded
not much ppl super fun... 1 sad part i wasn't feeling
very well sian... hope i don't pass the virus to her.

girl, i hope tt u are xin dong on wat i have done :)

super soon chinese new year is approaching
3 more days...

2007-02-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

finally report submitted, now only left presentation

in this last moments of my poly life,
somethings spice up my life,
the familiar feeling again,
nice and yet very scary,

i dunno wat else to say,
its nice to step out,
start breathing fresh air,
wats gone is gone,
wats gonna be yrs let it be,

2007-01-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

i just got to know a girl
she's cute
what shld i do?
maybe i shld give up
it nv works for mi
aft so many failures

thinking a lot lately
counting down to the number of days
everything will be over soon
close yr eyes and the pain will be over

2007-01-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

counting down to the days of my submition of my report
which also means tt i am leaving sch soon
finally 3 yrs of poly life went past

have been listening to this song
lie about us - Avant & Nicole Scherzinger
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n62KsKVGs6Y
very nice song haha

2007-01-14T13:12:00.000+08:00

my pick for the NBA all-star game is:

West
Carmelo Anthony, Denver Nuggets, Forward
Dirk Nowitzki, Dallas Mavericks, Forward
Allen Iverson, Denver Nuggets, Guard
Steve Nash, Phonix Suns, Guard
Ming Yao, Houston Rockets, Center

East
LeBron James, Cleveland Cavaliers, Forward
Richard Jefferson, New Jersey Nets, Forward
Vince Carter, New Jersey Nets, Guard
Jason Williams, Miami Heat, Guard
Ben Wallace, Chicago Bulls, Center

2007-01-09T19:48:00.000+08:00

Artist:	Mario Vazquez
Album:	Unknown
Title:	Gallery

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

THE FINAL DAY OF 2006

2006-12-31T12:25:00.000+08:00

last day, final day
treasure every moments of 2006 NOW!!
this will be the last post of 2006
tonite will be a very special nite
everyone out there must celebrate with their
special ones or loved ones and together
countdown to 2007 yeah.......
as for mi i will be at hm slping haha
this is a long weekend....shall slack thru
the holidays haha.........

ok bye gonna play CS......

2006-12-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

its getting more and more boring each day,
even when i'm typing this post now....
argh.....haiz.....
chao keng in sch today suppose to be half day off
for the whole week....but we took full day...so today's
the start of my christmas holiday....say YEAH "yeah"
but our group decided to head down citylink to do our surveys for
our project...finally after so many days and weeks of wanting to head
down and do our project, we finally did it today.
All thanks to those ppl that i ask to help me do surveys...thanks for being so nice
when i approach u all. well i finally knows how it feels when u reject someone
when they ask u for donations, surveys and all sorts of things...
Manage to get some cute and pretty girls to help me do surveys haha...but i forgot to
take their contacts....nvm
boring very sian and restless i wonder if anyone reads my blog
haha wat a qn...after so long that i have been blogging...now then i ask hahaha.....
but anyway if u read my blog post some comments pls...strictly for good comments
haha.......

think i abit siao......oh ya i shall have my own "quote of the day"
everytime i post...haha today's "boring"

12 dec 2006

2006-12-12T19:34:00.000+08:00

the year is coming to an end, should be happy abt it
but i ain't really happy....well this year is really a
"happening" year for me......i learnt some impt lessons in life
haha........... suddenly sound so mature ha...

alrite haven blog for a long time man....yup i'm still doing IHP
looking at the calender i'm gonna "POP" in feb haha, shiok man
but at the mean time i'm still struggling with my project
wish me luck......

haiz life is so boring now....damn

2006-10-27T10:06:00.000+08:00

arghh........ damn sian
not looking forward to studying now
not looking forward to anything now
everything looks dead to me
i'm done..............

2006-10-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

whole day at blk34 lvl6 doing my ihp...
well actually is do nothing...
eat, slp play laptop.....
damn sian ar.....
music can numb my feelings....
music can bring back my memories......
music can do me gd...
at the same time do me harm.....
haiz.............

2006-10-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

today i have a dentist appointment in the afternoon,
its like 3 yrs since i last visited the dentist was kinda nervous.
morning started fine was in the class quite early lecturer started his lecture
gave us some worksheet to do. And that's it for the day, so it was like 9am lesson 10.55 end.
there was still time before my dentist appointment so i went to the gym at cck. quite empty
not many ppl, manage to do quite a few exercises. working hard for the body i dream for. then it was time for my appointment, so i wash up and took bus to the cck polyclinic. same not much ppl at the dental department, so i just nid to wait of like 5 mins before its me. damn i was super nervous. i was expecting a male dentist which i could punch if he pokes me too hard with his equipments. but then it turned out to be quite a beautiful lady so i was stun. alrite it makes no diff it is still as painful. the whole process lasted abt 15-20 mins, i felt pain, numb and all sorts of funny noises they made when they scratch yr teeth. but it was alrite la i stared at the dentist in her eyes not that i wan to wack her but she is pretty and her eyes are quite beautiful. dentist trip wasn't tt bad but it costs me $36 damn. my nxt appointment is feb nxt yr she is gonna fill a small hole in my teeth. seriously i can't feel or see any holes in my teeth, so i dunno y she is calling me back. maybe she wants to see mi more often haha.....

2006-09-21T11:44:00.000+08:00

started my final year in-house project already
first 2 weeks is really boring
attended some courses
learn abt creative thinking and some courses
which i can't remember
i spent most of my time slping
really boring 5 more months to go
hope the rest of the 5 mths everything turns out fine
its been quite tough for mi this yr
been through alot of ups and downs
but i have learnt a lot from it and gain alot of precious experience from it
most impt thing is that i won't repeat the same stupid mistakes again.

2006-09-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

sch started earlier than normal np students.
due to my final year in-house project
6 more months and i graduate from np.
results are not out yet
hope i didn't fail any modules,

not feeling very well this few days,
headach and coughs
nvm soon i will get use to it.

2006-08-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

the world is not fair, it has nv been fair
i'm a failure a total failure......(sorry steve but i blame myself on this)
wat u told mi before and wat u tell mi today
its different..... u gave mi hope but u took it away again
i dun hate u.......i hate myself
i brought uneasiness to u
i gave u stress
i really dunno wat to do
i tot i'm strong but infront of u
i'm a weakling
i'm left wif pain, lots and lots of it

i told u tt u're my last try
i mean it, i will nv fall in love again
i will disappear
i hope to heal and forget

p/s steve dun worry i'm alrite, i won't smoke too much
thanks bro....

2006-08-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

its been quite some time since my last post.....
exams are around the corner......trying my very best
to study....everybody wish me luck

2006-07-30T15:22:00.000+08:00

歌曲：你要的不是我

歌手：林俊杰 专辑：曹操

词:林怡凤曲:林俊杰

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在你遗忘的角落

This is a nice song, it reflects on me

i think it reflects on almost everyone's live.

2006-07-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

its not easy to like someone
when the person doesn't like u
friends around mi are giving mi advices
she herself have told mi tt i'm too close to her
some friends encourage mi
others give mi werid looks
sometimes i think i'm really crazy

sometimes i really think tt lonely suits mi the best
for example today, i had a IS class in the morning 10
it ended around 1 hr later. i sit down alone 2 hrs
before my next class. wat did i do i just simply sit and stare
in the air.... the feeling was great for tt 2 hrs my worries are gone.

then after sch i acc her at atrium to finish up her work
she submited her work and got her bonus 10%
then she went to clementi alone to take photos for BMD project
i really wanted to go wif her, but as usual she chase me hm
(sometimes i think tt i stick around her 2 much
and she didn't like it...........i noe i'm a pain in the ass)
well of course i didn't want to go hm, so i went to bukit panjang
community centre to slack......its 1 of the best place i prefer to go to.
well i sat down at the bench lit my cigarette and look at ppl playing basketball
how i wish i could be like them playing bball without worries.
think i sat there for around 30 mins.....then i went to BP plaza
bought tml's 4D.........i noe i sure won't kena 1 but i still buy..........
went home bath and now sittin infront of my laptop blogging
everything is so peaceful, thoughts crossing through my mind

anyway tml's the day
time to stay away.

时间到我们一起来祷告

2006-07-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

finally i have found the perfect girl tt i was looking for
eventhough she doen't have interest in mi
but i will nv give up, its hard to find the girl in yr dreams
so why must i let the chance go................
no matter how she thinks abt me
i will always stay beside her, cares for her
and lend her my shoulder if she needs it.
my heart will nv change.......i noe for sure
i'm serious abt her..................

may god bless me..........

2006-07-16T14:18:00.000+08:00

watch recycle yesterday..........
show sucks..........too much computer effects
wasn't really watching though
was tired..... slept at some parts of the show
so dun come and ask mi details of the show.
then went to starbucks to have a drink and smoke...
was quite realx thou
then some thoughts came accross my mind,
i sat there really quiet and think.
then i realise that there are alot of stuffs
cramp up in my mind.

damn suddenly i felt that life is miserable,
humans are here on earth to suffer,
i just wanna lie on my bed
for the rest of my life
doing nothing, caring nothing...............

2006-07-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

recently a lot of things happen,
its too fast for mi to react,
maybe life is like tt,
sometimes it gives u surprises,
sometimes it don't

friends come and go easily
but only a true friend will stay close to u
a true friend will take all the rubbish from u
and not throw rubbish at u

its hard to find a true friend
but look closely beside u
the true friend maybe just beside u
u nv notice
but that close friend of yrs
always stays beside u
to encourage u
to console u

life is boring without friends
life is miserable without a true close friend.

2006-07-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

everything happens so fast 9 days gone just at a blink of eye
christine i guess i am starting 2 miss u.....my lovely cousin
haha...................and yr cute dad and funny mum.....haha
NICE!
well i really look forward 2 the day when i could go over there
to find u all....... u guys must wait for mi haha.....
remember to come and visit mi again if u are free....

2006-06-25T11:40:00.000+08:00

sch reopens tml morning.....sian
kind of expecting bad results....haha
nvm can always work hard on projects and final exam

dun mess wif me......................................................................................................................................................................................

2006-06-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

Binru --

[noun]:

A real life terminator

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-06-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

went to the gym just now
train for a few hours...tired
now in my room listenin to music
slacking and thinking
oh and blogging

sitting alone at night....the feeling sucks
standing alone at nite sucks 2
memories passing through my mind
at a very slow speed
i could see the past clearly
almost every single detail

i once heard 1 said
if u want 2 succeded dun look back at the past
but look forward to yr future.

it is so peaceful now
the night is so silent
darkness filled me

2006-06-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

this post is rather late....haha
celebrated my birthday wif
STEVE, NICHOLAS, MABEL and VIVIEN
went to KBOX haha
lots of singing, i sang the most i guess
they bought a cake, present and card for me
wat a nice birthday celebration.
thank you guys....great friends

at night went to a coffeeshop near my hse
wif my bball friends. we watch soccer together
haha damn nice. thanks herman and yong lin
for the beer haha....

2006-06-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

haven been workin for the past few days......
the feeling is so shiok, when u see a vehicle is able to work again
after some repair and maintenance...some more its done by u....woa
haha

now is 14/6/06 10.30 pm
i still have another 1hr 30 mins
AND IT IS GOING TO BE MY birthday
think its gonna be the same
same as the last few birthdays
boring but its ok

2006-06-11T13:15:00.000+08:00

down in luck........
buy 4D lose
Buy TOTO lose
buy Soccer also lose
fark man!!!
have been donating money to the singapore pools

now no money 2 buy cigarettes........haha

2006-06-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

just woke up...........
slp from 7pm yesterday till10.30 am today
wat a nice way 2 start a day
common test are over
no nid 2 study till late night
still thinkin wat to do for the holidays
everyone beside me seems to be busy
busy workin
busy playing
etc........

i think smoking is a impt part of my life now

2006-06-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

today is a lousy day
today i had 2 CT papers
1 i think can pass
another 1 sure fail
tml is my last paper
if i fail tt paper
i will have royal flush of failures
isn't tt beautiful

feeling empty now........
empty everywhere
empty stomach
empty brain
empty heart
empty soul
royal flush of emptyness

2006-06-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

common test time......finish 2 papers already
3 more 2 go ..... fail the first 2 already think will fail the next 3 papers also

erm this is a nice song:
歌曲：自我催眠

歌手：罗志祥 专辑：催眠show

人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼

2006-06-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

Dreams are beautiful....they always are
but it usually turns out different in the reality.
How i wish i could keep dreaming......

王力宏 - 第一个清晨

光透进来把梦刷白舍不得你会醒过来不要现在走也走太快 wu~~ 说不上来隐隐藏在胸口一块吻你脸颊成名字刻成的存在是你让我相信爱对我慷慨 hei ye ho 是爱我们是注定不是意外这是爱我们的爱还不确定却好实在把你贴在胸怀静静的代替表白再不愿放开这是爱给你的爱没名字却停不下来在忐忑里期待却越总想到未来是你我才明白这就是爱但梦还在伤心不让你醒不来也许现在就是永恒的未来是你让我相信爱对我慷慨 hei ye ho 是爱我们是注定不是意外这是爱我们的爱还不确定却好实在把你贴在胸怀静静的代替表白再不愿放开这是爱给你的爱没名字却停不下来在忐忑里期待却越总想到未来是你我才明白这就是爱第一个我们的清晨~比任何默契都是你的无限可能言语都显得太浮浅 oh这是爱我们的爱还不确定却好实在把你贴在胸怀静静的代替表白再不愿放开这是爱给你的爱没名字却停不下来在忐忑里期待却越总想到未来是你我才明白这就是爱

2006-06-04T20:41:00.000+08:00

got this from yahoo horoscope:

Quickie:If you want to take control and move things along, today's a good day for it.

Overview:It's time to get down to business -- monkey business, that is! You need to inject a large amount of silliness into your life, pronto. Play a prank. Go to a roller derby. Make funny faces at yourself in the mirror.

enjoyed a can of cold beer.........reaching for the second

2006-06-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

well i guess to me a game of basketball is the best way 2 relieve stress
it can make mi forget all my unhappiness and stress from common test
but i guess it is just temporary.... cause everything will flood back into my mind again
'time can heal everything' <= i don't believe
i think no matter wat i must concentrate on my comming common test
hope tt i won't fail any modules

after a game of basketball i am damn tired now...... can't study
memories are flooding back again...............................................

Bad Day

2006-06-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

2006-06-02T11:21:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.......really sorry
i don't wish to offend u
i feel miserable
u can ignore mi
u can dun talk to mi
but i hope we are still friends

i will move on....and learn to grow up

2006-06-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

correction to my previous post
nobody touch my heart.
i was boring so i anyhow type in the previous post
live have to carry on i guess

2006-05-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

hei yo wats up everybody!

25th may was Ee Mei's birthday, 26th may was Charls birthday
happy b'day 2 you guys.

alrite QSY common test is next week, the rest will be at the following week
i'm down wif flu and cough.its damn bad. projects are addin loads.

wat should i do man. someone have touch my heart.

2006-05-14T14:00:00.000+08:00

common test is really approaching fast....projects are also piling up
damn!

this few days really no appetite....sometimes really dun feel like eating

yesterday went 2 see JJ's performance, her crew was really good
eventually went in to the semi's congrats man.

today is mother's day

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all the mums in the world.

2006-05-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

today's lesson ends at 3 cause its IS day......everything went quite smoothly
after sch went town wif JJ and Anne, took cab down the cabbie was really a joker
he was full of craps. we laugh our way there.
went to BK for lunch ate a mushroom swiss double meal and a double cheese burger.
then follow Anne to New Urban Male to buy her bag. some fun stuff happen there.
then i went back hm, JJ also go hm, Anne go for basic theory.

2006-05-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

ok seems that my blog is full with cob webs...yes i have not blog for a long long time.
sch have just started, timetable sucks, canteen food still haven change...which sucks too.
well my estate that i lived in needs to vote...cause there's a opposition who is fighting with the PAP
... luckily for me i don't nid 2 vote... this still means that i am still a small boy.

this sem is really short still got another 6 weeks to my common test. fuck it anyway.
recently bought a new shoe and jeans. guess i am quite satisified. still training hard on my body shape
not quite happy with it...... ok that's all.

2005-12-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

today went 2 esplanade 2 study. after that i took bus hm, i was waiting for bus 700A or 960 but it didn't come. i was quite fustrated cause i am meeting my friends 2 play basketball and the bus still haven come. then i saw bus 75 thinking that the bus goes 2 bukit panjang so i just board it. the bus went 2 tiong bahru first then 2 great world then to holland V. the whole bloody bus ride took 1hr and 10 mins. In the end i am onli able 2 catch my friends for 45 mins of basketball game, after tt we went for dinner. Now i am at home thinking whether 2 study anot cause i am feeling quite tired now. New Year is approaching soon but i am not looking forward 2 it because it also means common test is approaching 2.

2005-12-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

i got a new blogskin
i have commontest comin
i have yet 2 find a girlfriend...haha
i have just miss the christmas celebrations
i am lookin forward 2 the new year
i am vanderbinão

2005-09-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

ok exams are just around the corner...have been slacking n not studying...damn
i have decided 2 take away my tagboard because somebody have been writing bad things on my tagboard...i dunno hu this person is...but i suspect this person is in my msn list...ok i shall not be bother by this but please dun let mi find out hu u are...i will definately punch u

2005-09-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

PUPPIES= BABY DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man Utd the unstoppables

2005-08-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

yes! man u won their first premiership game against everton. 2-0 is the score line, Rooney and Van Nistelrooy are the scorers....but man u's new signing did a good job also they are Park Ji Sung and Van Der Sar...yes! man u is back on track and they are going to beat the likes of Chelsea, Liverpool and Arsenal...

MANCHESTER ROCKS!!!!!

2005-08-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

The BEFC is backed our ban haven been lift off, we are also taking part in a soccer competition held at Ngee Ann poly. I am lookin forward to tomolo's soccer competition

FRiday 5/8/05

2005-07-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

thursday 28/7

today after sch i went hm bath then go see chinese physician. cause my wrist injured, its been hurt since 19 days ago but until now still haven heal still hurt, plus abit swollen. the person say that my hand haven recover fully and will take along time 2 heal. plus he also say that i never listen 2 him anyhow eat things. the hand will swollen until very big, wa lan i of course scared lah, i dunwan 2 have elephant hand...now i cannot do alot of things cause my right hand is bandaged, cannot play basketball sian. worst is i cannot eat the things that i liked....haiz...dunno how long will it take 2 recover.....

2005-07-25T19:46:00.000+08:00

today i got back 2 of my common test results.....not 2 bad afterall my ppv got 32.5/50....my pjm got 21/40...hahaha damn lucky pass by 1 mark.

2005-07-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

my life sucks....my mum hates me, my dad hates me....i always gets scolded for small little things...
"y u come home so late&%$#@@!" (6pm is counted late)
"y u nv look for the green man b4 u cross the road*&%$##@!@#"
y u do this...y u do that........................our quarrel is never a small 1

y can't i lived my own life...y must u control a single shit...y onli when its a small injury u ban me from basketball.......damn i just wanna die

2005-07-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

I got this from my friend herman........

7. cats
A unidentified group of people that isnt very cool. a bunch of wimps..
opposite is a dog/dogg/dawg
then u are a cool guy, that isnt afraid of telling people what u think. Smartass
I dont fight cats, we all dawgs over here.
Snoop doggy dogg-rapper ^^
Source: Walroz, Mar 17, 2005

i find this very cool....

2005-07-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

common test is drawing nearer..........................i am very worried......................Pass or Fail........................God decides

2005-07-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

tomolo i am suppose 2 have a elh common test. but i dun have the notes, so i decided 2 login np website 2 find my lecture notes. The best part comes....i could not open the file tt contains the notes neither could jereme. i guess we are screwed tomolo.....

2005-06-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

projects, reports,projects,reports,powerpoint presentation...................ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY......time is running out.........slp is not enough......................i wanna relax,slp,play...............but it is impossible................ fuck man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

now currently at quan hse slack wanted 2 do my homework but decided not 2...jereme, norman, charls and gary also at quan hse they doing their IS project...damn sian nuthing 2 do waiting for quan 2 cook dinner cause very hungry now...k 2 tired 2 type, shall end here........................................................................

2005-06-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

guess i have MIA for quite some time....nuthing 2 blog though bought a havaianas for 39.90, it looks very nice and has a brazil logo on it but it is white in colour... i scared it gets dirty easily so until now i still haven wear it.ha

2005-06-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

tomolo is the match between BEFC and NP school team...hope we can win them

2005-06-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

Today is friday sch starts at 12 and ends at 2...muwahaha...gd man.later in the evening got BEFC meeting, both norman and i are selected 2 be incharge of the physical training for the team...damn come on do i look like those hu is very physically fit 1, but charls worse he is posted 2 be PR, have to help BEFC 2 publicise 2 the year ones and ask them 2 join...plus BEFC's very first match is against Ngee Ann Poly school team... damn we are in deep trouble, just hope we can win them...

2005-06-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

Today skip sch, very gangsta man..haha. today whole day lecture very boring so decide not 2 go instead. Stay at hm slack,eat, slp, play all the way...nuthing much happen 2day so nuthing much 2 blog also.

2005-06-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

Yo...wasup man! suddenly see my tagboard full of comments..haha. Sorry lah u guys have 2 tarhan my boring blog...cause i dunno how 2 change blogskin..haha..from now on i will try 2 blog more often...haha norman i realli wan 2 see u perform lei...haha
sian ar today sch sux...early in tha moring must go sch for econs tutorial...but tha black guy call in tha moring 2 ask y norman and me so early go sch...boy u rubbing it rite.haha later in the afternoon got FEN lecture charls,jereme and me sat behind talk cock...nv listen 2 the lecture at all,actually we did not want 2 go for the lecture at all but charls go open the lecture and went in so we guys have 2 follow...haha but tokin cock in the lecture was quite fun.

school reopens

2005-05-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

ok....I am back! haiz sch start liao, have 2 study liao...sian. First week of sch was kind of boring, have 2 buy notes all over again, waste money. Oh yah yesterday was charls(King of Bling Bling) b'day and the day b4 was ee mei's b'day...ha happy birthday guys. Sorry i can't celebrate yr b'day with yr. I hope tt u guys will stay happy and RICH allways..ha. I personally wish tt ee mei will stay pretty always so tt she can take lots and lots of pictures..As for charls, u stay handsome and rich so u can bling forever..ha..and pass yr autocad
ok i shall stop here..seriously until now i still dunno how the blog works, cause i dunno how 2 link...damn it..kk brb

(jereme after yr nagging i update liao ok...haha)

Finally i have decided to have a blog

2005-05-14T09:37:00.000+08:00

Hi to all my friends... i have decided 2 start a blog of my own.Because staying at home 'n' rot is damn boring...so i have decided 2 share my boredom with all of yr'll.
My holidays are going 2 end soon. Have been slacking at hm since the start of my holidays. Seriously I am not looking forward 2 sch reopen cause my brothers and i will not be able 2 be in the same class because the department wanted onli 4 classes nxt yr, which means 05 is history. I really treasure the days we are together. 05 rocks man!!. oh yah and to the people of BE department who have decided 2 split up class 05 F**k off man! Poly first yr has been a good yr overall except that i fail my econs!! have 2 repeat that module again, which means i have 2 and 1/2 yrs more b4 i graduate from poly...haiz
ok shall stop here...once again i delicate the F word 2 those who decided 2 split up class 05