i dun think anyone knows hw i feel rite nw

its a new year

i really hope things will turn out well

for me for her for everybody

i just wish tt there will be no more sadness

among my friends n those who i loved

爱太痛

growing up is a process
whether is it physically or mentally
maturity is wat you gain from the process
there are things in life tt one must learn
but not everybody learns it at the same time

human reaction is a amazing thing
one will not know wat the other is thinking
and how he or she will react

i've seen how people react to certain things differently
i've also seen how one's decision affect others

i'm feeling really down
went for performance board review 1
now waiting for the second
my life in ocs isn't a smooth sailing afterall
helpless is the word for me rite now
whether i get commission anot
its not up to me anymore
but rather up to the board
everything is too late
i had it in my hands
i let it go